“life will be better in spring”

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Exams are ALMOST over. For me that is. Argh..
I feel jealous of everyone else. Majority of the art classes finished their exams already.

Lets do an evalutation on how i think i will be doing.

GP : Screwed it up.
Math: It was alright, but i think i'll fail. If luck is on my side, i'll have a chance to pass.
Chiniese: I found is alright too. Compo felt good, but main paper was shit. Should have practised more.
Geo: Total screw up. Missed a 9 marks question which i knew how to do half of what it was asking for.. *Damn, should have studied for it. Last min studying for geo doesn't work.
Physic: MCQ was bloody hard. Couldn't even think. It felt so so~~, but i think i will fail it. -_-

Notes to remember for me:
1)Sleepp early!!!!!!
2)Not to drink 2 cups of coffee every single day!!!!
3)Start studying earlier


Watched TRANSFORMERS at cine with the class( SB2 + SB1 ). Cine was filled with AC, SA,CJ and a few bjc students.
Transformers is one awesome movie. You have got to catch it as soon as possible.
I think i will probably watch it another 2 to 3 times. Haha.
The CGI was out of the world.. too good to believe.
Seeing is believing

Tomorrow is ACSBR CARNIVAL!!!!!!!!!!! YAHHHHH!!!!!!!!
Everyone will be there!!!!!!!!!
I so miss everyone from barker!hahaha
Well, see you guys tomorrow!!!!! Rawr!



Is crush Love? Or just like?

I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Does the world ever wait? Do you ever wait? I guess not.

How to decribe a indescribable day?
Not feeling so good after what happened.
Ohwell, i guess i'll bear with it for awhile more.

Thank the lord for what he has provided for us. Leave everything into his hands. Maybe things will turn out better than expected.

Her lips won't touch the demon wine
But her eyes are full of pure moonshine
And I get drunk just holding her hand

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight


And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

3 more days to the upcoming terms. The seemingly never ending "things to be done" list have yet to be crossed out, staring at it, thinking it might eventually cross out by itself. Reality is, it won't, so i got to get it done fast.

My head hurts, probably from all the coffee.
Everything seems to be in a dream( in a bad way), out of hand, out of place.
What am i doing here? For What reason?
Argh, have shake out of it!!
Well, this is what terms do to you.

24 hours a day ? Sometimes it seems a little too short doesn't it.
"They" should extend it. 30 hours? 40 hours? Maybe 60 hours?!
Days are too short, especially when u are enjoying yourself or rather enjoying suffering which makes one stronger. Not really sure if that make sense.

Have you ever tried looking up into the night sky, realising the shiny little diamond like things? Taking a moment to look at it? Amazingly, you feel your burdens slowly being lifted away from your back.
I am yours and yours alone


A hilarious conversation between my sister and one of her colleague who is a doctor.

Doc: Hey!
Mysis: Yeah?
Doc: Do you like working?
Mysis: Not exactly?
Doc: You know what are the perfect working life?
Monday blues no need to work.
Tuesday no need to work because it's after monday blues.
Wed no need to work because it is at centre of the week.
Thrusday can work.
Fri can't work because it's FRIDAY! BREAK time!
Sat & Sun holiday.
YEAH. That should be the life.
Mysis: Laugh.

What the hell is wrong with me!?!
For a minute, i don't want to play the competition and the very next minute i want to play.


Reasons to play :
1) My last year to play in junior competitions
2) Eeryone is forcing me to play
3) Paid for the competition already
4) My home course and it's near
5) Feeling confident (it always ends up playing badly)
6) Catch up with golf pals
7) My mom and sis wants me to play
8) I'll be wasting a spot for which it could be someone elses
9) Playing with new players whom i never played before
10)Will be recored in my school record
11)Get tanned

Reasons not to play :
1) EXAMS!
2) Didn't really train for the past 3 weeks
3) Need to go school(optional, but i wanna go)
4) Mostly likely i won't to able to study after competition
5) Haven't touch my Geo yet
6) It's not a really big competition
7) It's late now, 1.15, i'll only have about 5 hours of sleep before i wake up for warm ups if i play
8) Will be distracted if i play lousy
9) Don't think i'll perform yet feeling confident about it

I am so freaking fickled minded. By the above comparism, it clearly tells me that i should really play tomorrow, but i can't, already too late. My mom is sleeping soundly in her bed. If i wake her up and tell her that now, she is going to smack me.haha.

However, i feel lost and wasted a chance for me to gain experience if i don't go. There is something in me that is telling me to just go and play! Yet at the same time, there is something holding me back.

I HATE THIS !!!!
ARGH..JC life..Knew this was coming..

Ohwell, on the positive side of mind, try to do well for terms( Hopefully ).
There is always other comepetitons.
More time to work on weakness before the next competition comes.
SBGC closing!Woot!
ACS(BR) CARNIVAL!!!! Those who wanna go, inform me!! I help u guys get coupons(Might be able to get free coupons).
HAVE to watch "Fantastic 4:Rise of Silver Surfer", "Transformers(soon)" and "Harry Porter(soon)"
Rest for minor injury.
Get handicap back down to 6.

Suddenly my head is spinning around in ovals

Time to get down to do serious damage

I NEED TO MAKE A DECISION WITHIN THE NEXT 16 HOURS!

SHIT LA. Golf or no Golf..?!

Or just mugg??

Argh..

HELLO everyone! I am back from MARs! WOOT. SUPER DUPER HIGH ON COOOFFFEEEEE!!!

Awesome Sunday it was! Hanged out at Seletar Country Club for almost the whole day with Andrea,Chris and ZY. It was like a sports day. Played tennis! Table tennis, pool, basketball and went gyming!

OMG tennis! It was so darn FUN! I was astound that i could still play tennis after a long long long time. If i am not wrong it was 7 years ago? When i was a small and adorable kid.Haha :X
Hmmm..I am considering to take up tennis lessons in SCC or join school recre tennis.heh.
Oh, Andrea was teaching me about High Art and Low Art which was utterly confusing, but it was also pretty interesting, especially the way they make you look at things at a differnt point of view, kind of like philosophy. Imagine this is what they are studying in (IP).Crazzy.

This week is going to be a tough week. Last week of holiday alreadyyyyyy. Time to start finishing up homework which i have yet to finish.
"This holiday is not even a holiday."
Everyone has been reiterating that point over and over again. It's more like a 1 month study camp.
Well, i guess we just have to accept what we have to go through.
(Stop Whining Everybody!) : p

OH MY! The time! 1.25 am! U.S. OPEN!
Got to go watch! :D Ciao!

Today is one of those days where i feel like studying and doing lot of work, but somehow everything just didn't turn out the way i planned it to be.
Didn't manage to cover everything i need to. ARGHHH..! .

Want to SLAP myself or SHOOT myself in the head if i have a gun in my hand right now!

There was SO MUCH distraction at "Hans" and Wen said it is very very very conducive for studying. M Y A S S .

Never ever am i going to go back there ever again.

Food is expensive, they even charge customers for plain water.
Worst of all, they didn't allow us to use the power socket for R's mac bk.
China B**** working at Hans.



What is this feeling i am having?
Should i do somehting about it?
Is history going to repeat itself once again? I really hope the answer to that is no.

A4 and B3 class outing yeaterday! So darn fun although i left halfway. Great feeling catching up with all the good old friends!! The class wouldn't be fun at all without them. Quite alot of people turned up. It was more than i expected.
I wish i had their long hair(poly ppl), mine is way too short. Ohwell, maybe after Jc? Damn. There is army. FREAK AR.

People who turned up : ME! Sk. Hoe Koon. Bingho. Justin(Chubbs). ZhiRong. Peter. Calvin. Irvin.Ian Chew. Martin. David. Jie Huan. Andrew. Sebastian. Russ. XianTian. Mia Teck.Joel chew.
I can't remember who are the others.Most of the others(From Lost "the others") are overseas.

Went to Sentosa when the sun was directly above us. The heat from the scorching Sun was unbearable, nevertheless, we still played our soccer on hot sand which felt like we're running on fire(like the Indians who run on fire), at the same time getting our skin burnt.Blood was dripping and blisters were appearing on our foots. Despite of the Sun, everthing else was worth while.

Burried XT in the sand. Jie Huang made D-size boobs for him ! :X HAHA. He was happy with those, in the end XT had to leave it, awwww.

We played beach soccer with a group of ramdom people. Team of 7 and 7. First half of the game was 0-0, after that i left. Wonder did they win the match without me.HAHA.
Didn't wish to leave, but i had to do something else which was more important which was STUDY.

Wanted to go school, but in the end went to Kerri's place to study. She has a nice condo.It's Very Clean!
While studying, we started feeling sleeppyy, so we went to boil water for my coffee and her tea. Somehow, she refuses to use the kettle. NOOO, use the sauce pan.(she couldn't find the sugar) :p
Her place was quite conducive for studying. Unconsciously, I remembered all my physic that i was doing. MIRACLE! heh.

Dinner time, we left her place. She headed for Bishan and i made my way to Dhoby Ghaut to meet S,W and R for our usual routine. PWN !!!!

Usual trainings on saturday. I was pretty happy with my score. Played 9 holes only and my score was 5 over. The reason i was satisfied because i hadn't touch my clubs for 2 whole weeks and somehow played a surprisingly good score. Hopefully, i can remain consistent.
My sisters invited their friends over to our place for bbq. CHICKEN WINGS, SATAY, STING RAY! OMG.TEMPTATION. My sisters friends kept on giving me food, fearing i would stave to death.

Well, that was Sat.


Today was rather tiring. Slept only at 3 a.m. and woke up at 7.45 a.m.
After Wesley, ate lunch at MOS burger which was a rip off. Watched Oceans 13 with Ben, David, Marcus, Clarence(Lefty) and jolene. Retarded Martin didn't turn up. He woke up late and needed 30 mins to put "make up", so he couldn't make it on time for the 1.20 show.
I found that Oceans 13 was not as good as i expected. It was boring when it started and towards the end of the movie, it was a little more exciting. Overall, i would only rate it 2 1/2 stars.

P.S. : I was pretty tired at that point of time, sooooooo, the rating might not be accurate.( Unreliable )

Alright, this was a quick overview about the last 2 days. Now, i got to rush and finish up some work before tomorrow's A4 & B3 soccer game at sentosa : D
If any of you spot any mistakes please inform me. Thanks :)




We walk by faith, not by sight

Jeff is going crazy.HAHA. TOO BAD JEFF.

jeffy wheres the steak now! says:
i shall remain in agonising pain

jeffy wheres the steak now! says:
while

jeffy wheres the steak now! says:
you remain blinded by ur love

HAN LIN says:
YES

jeffy wheres the steak now! says:
and me in the darkness

jeffy wheres the steak now! says:
failing to see the light


"poor jeff. emo kid, alone in the dark, waiting for the light to shine upon him."

It is so close i can feel it. How can this get closer within being realised?

"Do you people know what is BUNS??
It actually means Bad and Unnecessary Suffering!!
HA. Bet u people didn't know that right. hahaha"

I am so broke!
No More Cash!
Can someone spare me some money? Any kind souls out there?

Pool was surprisingly fun although i was a little rusty with it. Played With J tan.
Owned him 5-2. srry! I meant won him 4-2. J ! Don't kill me! : X heh. But J was a little off form today, so u shall trash me the next time we play alright.

I was a little distracted today about various things, for example school work. Haven't really been doing my work or revising for my mids. I think i should start NOW, before everything is too late.
I guess giving myself one week break is more than enough after 2 months of hectic school life and trainings. Time to settle down and start to focus on my studies.
Maybe i should withdraw from Seletar Junior Open. Ohwell, i'll see how it goes.
Set your priorities HanLin!

RAWR !!!!

Ah! I remembered! I was in the Mrt, on the way back to Yio Chu Kang. A few stops before Yck i took out my physics notes to take a look. At the moment when the Mrt reach Yck Mrt station, i was so blur i didn't even realise i reached my destination! I continued reading the notes and letting people in. Only when i heard the warning sound "tutututututututu, Door Closing" I looked up and saw the Yck sign board!
With my "cat-like reflexes", i managed to escape the death trapping doors.
For some reasons, i turned back and saw people in the train laughing at me -_-

Sunday:

Long day it was, went out at 8 a.m. and returned home at 10 p.m.
Caught up with Ben Lim, he is still the usual him. I just love to talk bullshit with this guy, never seem to get bored. Went to shop for a while at Far East.The clothes there are awesome. Nice and cheap. Do ya know how rich guys spend money ? Just like Ben Lim : D Hope he NEVER EVER COME TO MY BLOG, OR I AM DEAD MEAT. Well, barker guys should know.

Met up with S, W, R and D to play lan at around 4. S deserves a smack in his balls. Bloody fraker doesn't answer his phone. Went to Speedy to check if there was space. That guy at the counter was damn stupid i have to say.
Went in and i asked "Hey, do you have space for BF2142 ? "
The co-owner replied "Huh?"
I asked again" Do you have any comps for BF 2142 ? "
He goes "What? We don't have the game 2415."
4 of us stared at each other and went wtf/h. We play BF 2 1 4 2 here all the time!!!!!!!!
Once again, i asked slowly in case he don't get it" D o y o u h a v e c o m p s f o r B F 2 1 4 2 ?"
After many sentences which could have been only 2 sentences if he had replied YES or NO! Finally he said "Sorry, we don't have any computers for you."
It is either he is not paying attention or pure retarded.
We left Speedy and made our way to Cathay to play at E2MAX, which was unbelievably expensive. 3.50 per hour. But since we had no where else to play, we stayed at E2MAX and played till 9.30.

Monday:

Now i really hate going to school by public transport. Totally sucks. Take an hour plus to reach school and today was my fourth time during this June holiday. Oh well, i guess i have to get used to that since i chose ACJC as my school. Stayed in school for a short while. Took my math file and passed a bag of clothes to Char for her to pass it to DaiNan. She was weird as usual.
She steped out of council rm, turned around and asked her friend "Can i go downstairs ? Am i allowed to be seen?" HAHA.

I left for Waffle Town to study. Studied till W, S, M and Y came and joined me for dinner.
OMG, i didn't go collect my O'lvl cert.! I was opposite barker! Frak Ar, Forget it.
After dinner, S wanted to play lan at balmoral and only wanted to play BF2142.He wasn't sure whether the lan shop has it. So both of us went up to ask. The same thing happened, but this time he was abit faster. He took 2 times to understand us instead of 3 times. Unfortunately, the lan shop didn't have the game.
Went back to waffle town to study abit more together wtih W.

Omg. Why am i still awake?

Yah! Finally done with the blogskin thanks to KERRITEO.
What can i say, i suck at using this. Ohwell, i might get used to it sooner or later.
Today was rather a tiresome day, had training then gym all the way till around 8 plus.
CAN'T FEEL MY ARMS!
Yah! Gonna catch up with Ben Lim tmr. Haven't seen him in ages.

I am going to try to do a bit of "The Right Word", hopefully i can stay awake and not fall asleep on the table which i do most of the times. -_-

Testingg :P