“life will be better in spring”

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"The peace I give is a gift that the world cannot give, so do not be troubled or afraid"

I will be going sch tmr..
And I will rock and roll in sch..
Till I reach enlightenment..
Im bored..I love studying..? That can only be decided with a flower with 6 petals.

I have learnt something today.

Function + Context = Value.
Knowledge + understanding = opinion.

Now I need to apply it to GP.

Current status : Tired and drained.
I wanna pon sch on Monday and Tuesday..but see how first. Maybe Monday or Tuesday..
I wish each day is longer than 24 hours.



This is seriously hilarious and cute little kittens!



Today's post isn't a emo post I think. Just somethings I was contemplating about just a min ago. And I've got to type this out quickly because I need to go back to get my hw done! Anyway, I was just thinking about me and my inner conscience. Not so much of the little angel and devil standing on each side your shoulder. Those are merely figment of our overheated imagination. But rather the voice you always hear in your head. I find myself to be consistently battling with my inner conscience. For those who are reading this, I wonder if you do that too? I feel that I need to win my conscience over even though it is me. Intriguing aye? haha. It's like arguing with yourself..
I don't know.. I tend to think too much.. But I find it interesting and funny while im typing this with the voice in my head. haha.


I usually find myself blogging when my emotions are just too much to be kept in. And it usually makes me feel very vulnerable when I blog particularly about my emotions and stuff. Although I do not explicitly express my emotions and feelings here, it is still a good therapy for me. Emo ppl would agree with me. hahaha. I feel that it is imperative to learn how to evince ones emotions and feelings clearly, which is something that I have to learn for myself. One of the reasons I am blogging about this is because I realized my shortcomings might have directly/indirectly caused some misunderstandings. This might also be because of my tiredness, which has caused my brain to be dysfunctional.

That aside. Prelims are in 4 weeks time. I feel disappointed with myself, always temporising my to-be-done work. My inabilities to control my emotions have somehow thrown me into disarray. This mental attitude of mine saying "Oh, you will do well in the end.." isn't exactly helpful. Maybe I am putting too much stress on myself..just maybe.. but looking back last year before promos, when I was as pertinacious as a bull dog to get my grades, I truely wish I have that kind of attitude now and the know-how to get things done properly.

Through all these emotional outburst or roller coaster you might say, I prayed to God and asked Him how on earth am I going to get through this time of maelstrom. Alas, He hasn't replied to that yet, but He has shown little signs telling me I should hang in there.And I will keep on praying.

I wish I could say more, but that is all I am limiting myself to.

I have to say that I gained a lot in Gp tuition today and my friend's essay. So much more than in school.haha. Today is not a wasted day after all..

Life may be more akin to a series of meets than a single marathon. You can lose a race here or there, as long as you win in one contest, in one area. All the struggles you endured will become a prized investment in your own person.

Life is best lived by being bold and daring. People tend to grow meek when they taste failure, face a daunting challenge or fall ill. Yet that is precisely the time to become even bolder. Those who are victors at heart are the greatest of all champions.