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Thursday, July 16, 2009 || 9:34 PM

I usually find myself blogging when my emotions are just too much to be kept in. And it usually makes me feel very vulnerable when I blog particularly about my emotions and stuff. Although I do not explicitly express my emotions and feelings here, it is still a good therapy for me. Emo ppl would agree with me. hahaha. I feel that it is imperative to learn how to evince ones emotions and feelings clearly, which is something that I have to learn for myself. One of the reasons I am blogging about this is because I realized my shortcomings might have directly/indirectly caused some misunderstandings. This might also be because of my tiredness, which has caused my brain to be dysfunctional.

That aside. Prelims are in 4 weeks time. I feel disappointed with myself, always temporising my to-be-done work. My inabilities to control my emotions have somehow thrown me into disarray. This mental attitude of mine saying "Oh, you will do well in the end.." isn't exactly helpful. Maybe I am putting too much stress on myself..just maybe.. but looking back last year before promos, when I was as pertinacious as a bull dog to get my grades, I truely wish I have that kind of attitude now and the know-how to get things done properly.

Through all these emotional outburst or roller coaster you might say, I prayed to God and asked Him how on earth am I going to get through this time of maelstrom. Alas, He hasn't replied to that yet, but He has shown little signs telling me I should hang in there.And I will keep on praying.

I wish I could say more, but that is all I am limiting myself to.

I have to say that I gained a lot in Gp tuition today and my friend's essay. So much more than in school.haha. Today is not a wasted day after all..