“life will be better in spring”

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I have just came to an understanding that there is just so much more to it... Muahahahahaha. I feel contented:)

I finally got a chance to blog.. Com spoil, phone spoil, aircon spoil everything spoil. Lol. I'm just glad that I have my Itouch.
This year's Christmas was awesome. It felt complete as it's my 1st time celebrating it in church :) thank you Lord for Jesus:)
that is the best present that we can ever get.

Year 2010 is coming, and I am excited for it yet sad that 2009 has to come to an end. So many things have happened this year, so much laughter, sadness, excitments, unforgettable memories, precious friends made... It truly was a wonderful year, filled with so much blessings. Better than I had imagined it would be. If I would share 1 thing that would remind me of this year would be the out of nowhere sudden growth in my relationship with the Lord. And I am sure that it would continue:)


My willingness + my lack of ability + God's will + God's power = how much territory God wants to give.

Hmm, I've got it clear now..

Badminton+good food+Lan(1hr)=awesome day=really tired now..

I am clear yet confused. I will not my emotions engulf me.. babablacksheep..

Yesterday was such an awesome day. I think the reason was that God's presence was just ever so strong and still growing in me : ) Looking back, I'll grown exponentially throughout my 2 years in JC. Amen to that. Even though I didn't go for camp, I have learn't a lot about Him. I guess that was His plan all along : ) I've been praying and reading a lot and there seems to be signs from God that tells me that I should stay in Trinity Church. Im quite happy cus God finally convinced me that that's the right place to be where there will be people who are willing to help me grow in Him. And throughout this whole week, not only has He convinced me that abt staying in church, He has also changed my whole perception on Him and on Christ, and cleared some of my doubts. This indubitably made my relationship with God even deeper and more closer. In a nutshell, God loves us, God never left us, it is us who drifted away from Him. His kingdom has always been in all of us, it's just the degree to how much we want to open up for Him, for his power and holy spirit to be develop our human potential for his cause.

"No matter what God's power may be, the first aspect of God is never that of the absolute Master, the almighty. It is that of the God who puts himself on our human level and limits himself." Jacques Ellul.



There is a something that is puzzling to me right now... I just don't get it.. why am I getting all the hits when I am just being who I am? Isn't it right to be true to myself? and be what I am? Then why is it that it is all happening all over again?

" Well-directed thought is a learned skill. To manifest an intention requires laserlike focus, full sensory visualization, and a profound belief. "

'The Climb' by Miley Cyrus


Each day is a gift from God and not a given right.. if today was your last day and tomorrow is too late, could you say goodbye to yesterday? - Live life to the fullest.

The first step we take is always the longest stride..

As I listened to the song "Here in my life" by Hillsong, it really struck me that I wouldn't be here without God. After what I have gone through, seriously, where would I be without Him? Im just so grateful to be in His presence and to be praising Him. And another thing that struck me was that I feel that God told me that I could do more for Him besides going for service. Maybe to serve in church? I don't know. I'll let him unfold it to me.. : )

I was out for the whole of today. Went to get my shirt for prom and then met Hairul to find his stuff. First time in my life, I've spent over 200 in a day in my life. I guess God blessed me with a really kind and happy mom today. hahah! Managed to get 2 shirts from CELIO, my Ipod touch : D and Modern Warfare 2! YAHHH. Im happy : )

I love the Lord, for he heard my voice; he heard my cry for mercy. Because he turned his ear to me, I will call on Him as long as I live. Psalm 116 :1-2

Here in my life by Hillsongs.


Church was awesome : ) loving it.

Jol's birthday party plus catching up with everyone else from sisterhood after 1 year funnnnn. You all are awesome. Can't wait for tennis next Sunday at jon's place! : )

Cookies And Cream, Reverso, Apple Pie - > Nice ice cream combo.

"Wealth is a common place, but wisdom is rare."

That is the song im so gonna learnn to play on my guitar..



A lvls is finally over. After 3 long yet short years. It was all worth it I have to say. I will never regret the choice I had made. I did all I could for A's. Now it's all just in the hands of God. Whether the result is good or bad, life still continues : ) Soon to be, it'll be the next chapter of my life, but not just yet, there are still things to be done before it unfolds itself.

ACJC was like my dream school since pri 6, never thought I would actually be here. I guess I will really miss AC life. It has been my 2nd home for the last 3 years! I've really been through a lot, and I dare say im proud of myself for getting through all the trials and difficulties, especially together with the support, guidance and wisdom of my friends.

It's already 1.48 a.m and I still don't feel the urge to sleep. I guess I just wanna stay up late after 2-3 months of early nights. haha. yea..and after going through so much, I feel that I am more certain of who I am and what I want to be in future and not what parents or friends want me to be. There are a few decisions that has to be made, and I hope that everything will turn out fine. I realized that living in such a dynamic world, change is inevitable. Though I like changes, but I find myself having the difficulty of adapting to it at a fast pace. Hmm, something to think about..

Suddenly, I feel that somethings are drifting away from me. I don't like it when that happens. And sadly, it happens quite often. Well, nothing is permanent I guess it will never be the same as before like always.

And some famous person said 'Living involves tearing up one rough draft after another'