“life will be better in spring”

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This week was crazy. They seriously wacked us like mad. When we felt that 'at last we can rest', the next moment they came into our bunks and pump us. As much as I can describe what they did to us for the last 3 half days was tiring, im also a little disappointed with myself. Because I was so tired that I didn't have enough focus on God. It felt really awesome when I went church yesterday where I could worship and praise Him like nobody's business. It kinda placed me back on track: ) I miss going church. And that is something we won't get in army. During cell, sac was talking about doing things that inconveniences us, is a blessing unto other. The thoughts that came to my mind was, "Hey, that's true, though I may be in army I can still be a great blessing to other cus I am a servant of God, and the environment that I am in shouldn't stop me from serving Him. Though it may cause inconvenience for me but He has blessed me to bless others."

You know it's really encouraging to receive Godly msgs: )(I call it Godly msgs cus it sounds cooler.. lol) This is from jan I think. " My God is with me even when my path is confusing. My hope is in God and not my circumstances. He will reveal His perfect path for me"

I seriously think that my brain is rotting already though I am only 2 weeks into army!! imagine 2 years! Forgive me for the incoherence from the above post, cus my brain anit functioning properly. There are still some thoughts I wanna blog down, but time doesn't allow me to do so..oh.. no book out this weekend. Sian. 13 days is like 13 months in there..


P.S. Thank God for wonderful friends : )

I am finally out of tekong!! 1 day in there is as if it is 1 month, time passes really really slowly there.

I am bald now, starting to get used to the new look cause it doesn't seem that bad actually. Oh guess what, I've got sun burn on my head..when my friend saw it, he said " wahh, it looks like strawberry head! " hahaha. I am really tanned now and that was only 1 week of sunbathing there.

Army is a little tough for me right now cause my fitness isn't good enough. It's very tiring and I always fall asleep during lectures. I almost got scolding from my warren officer on fri cause I fell asleep during the CO's Total Defense Day speech. Luckily he didn't..all he did was scold the whole company and looked at me..phew..lol.

It really takes a lot of mental strength and endurance for the physical part. I guess it's all mind over matter. At least adapting to army life isn't an issue for me. Thank God. Pray for me people : )



Well. tomorrow is my enlistment day. army. here I come. help me lose many many kgs. hope it's not that bad. I'll blog again when I come back next fri. tmr gotta be there at 7..freaking early..

I have to think of 3 wishes. I have 2 already. 1 more to go. lol

I just came back, and I have to blog this.

Today is my birthday : )))) 20 years old. It's God's gift for me to be living and to be alive for 2 decades already!haha.

I was at a club just now cause some friends invited me to celebrate my birthday and pre-ns celebration. Still don't like clubbing. I think it's a waste of time, money and basically wasting your life away.

Surprise surprise!! I saw my very 1st orientation group mate. Back then we had this clique that was really tight and we were all really close friends, but she drifted away from us 3 when she went HCI. Somehow she was there with the group of ppl I went clubbing with. It was really nice catching with her and all but then I was also very disappointed with her. She totally changed from a super duper guai girl that reads all day till a girl that is so uttly wild,wildwildwild. In my head I was like, she is such a bright girl and there she was getting wasted and letting guys...I never would have imagined. And as I was talking to her, I know deep down she isn't like that. Something must have happened..I think..

Argh..so disappointed to see a good friend turn out like that. I feel that I should do something about it. We'll see how..

On the bright side, today is my birthday, and I don't really have any plans..hmmm..
Time to sleepp. I shall continue this when something pops up into my mind when I wake up later.

I am sad :((

The new chapter of my life will officially be open on sat. Army life + my walk with God this year.

New year resolutions
-Eat more vegs though I really hate it
-Get really fit
-Read a lot
-Trust God in everything I do
-Grow.

Last year was really such a blessing and I really thank God for it.
-ccabb camp<3
-orientation <3
-Nationals <3
-CF camp + NGL <3
-growth in my walk with God<3
-made awesome friends!<3
-church <3