“life will be better in spring”

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I think I have said this too many times already. I am tireddddddd, which means brain isn't functioning properlyyyy. Anyway, on Thursday I was asked to go for MP interview without knowing how I got selected for it. But nevertheless, I expressed interest for it and I really hope they accept me.

I finally found myself in the Lord again, ever since when I first enlisted. Yesterday, when sis K was preaching on 'Who is a God chaser?', she asked a question directed to the AF guys,'where is your true self? In church every sat or in army camp?'. It struck me then as I thought about it. I saw myself in 2 places, one in church and the other in army camp, and I turned out to be different. In camp, I often placed God in second place because I was just too tired to do QT or to even pray as often as before and my thoughts and words(vulgarities) are just isn't pure in heart. In short, I wasn't leading a Godly life in camp. Im quite sad that I succumbed to NS life, but from now on, im gonna stay true to who I am and most importantly stay true to God. Loving Him and spending time with Him like when we have a boyfriend or girlfriend.

Who is a God chaser?
A person who gives his all for God.

I love Jesus.

I am glad that I survived this week.Thank god.It was really tiring. Physically and mentally stretched to the max. Im behaving as if Im on auto pilot. I respond rather slowly this week..must be the helmet and the tiredness. But it was a good rest over the weekend. Church was refreshing : ) Now, I hope I can do 6 pull ups for my final IPPT aka nafa in army.
I just need to take a breath.

Happiness is not a life without problems, but rather the strength to overcome the problems that come our way. We should compare who we are today against whom we were yesterday, who we are today against whom we will be tomorrow. while this may seem simple and obvious, true happiness is found in a life of constant advancement.

Who said life is gonna be easy and that it is going to go my way all the time? The last time I checked, life was never easy. Though it does not go my way more often than it does, it does not mean I am more suai or life is against me, it just means that I have more opportunities to grow,learn from mistakes and become stronger as a person. Although it may take me a longer time to reach my destination, but I know that when I do, I'll be ready. And thanks you Mr Fong for telling me that grades doesn't define who we are.

What can I do?

Later, it would occur to me it's the emptiness we mistakenly call Innocence.

Sol Luckman

Tomorrow is results. I really don't know what to expect.

"Dear Lord, everything is in Your hands, guide me through this night and tmr."