“life will be better in spring”

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I never told you-Colbie Caillat


I like this song, it has a really catchy tune to it that kinda keeps playing in my mind..haha.

Change Of Guards(COG) rehearsal Thurs and Fri.
The actual on Sunday evening. Please do come done to support us at Istana!

There is also 72 men Guard Of Honor (GOH). Heard that Prince of Persia is coming!lol. It's some prince from who knows where is coming..

God is faithful to those who believes in Him, it's worth it hanging on to Him. I am really convinced that things happen for a reason, and in His perfect way. We may fail Him but He never fails us. It's good to have a fellow Christian in my platoon : )

Official MTV from the Movie 1243 (I Love You and I)

Falling falling falling sick. Everyone is falling sick.

Just came back from outfield. It was back to back missions for 2 days straight. It was alright except that we didn't get to sleep at all, even if we did it would be in an awfully awkward position..like always. Didn't expect it to be this tiring and mentally draining. Thank God that I got through it and there won't be anymore outfield for me till Pre-ORD training. woots : )

Now I'm just falling sick..probably from all the exhaustion from outfield. Sucks to be sick.

Not fair : (

MLM recourse this thurs and fri. MLM is Moon Light Marshall, an outfield trip. Back to back missions, no sleep for the night and probably lotsa bees. lol. I will be the only idiot wearing an orange arm band.hahah. but I would rather wear a orange one than a white one because that's what the trainees wear! and I ain't no a trainee anymore man. I seriously hate outfields but it's gonna be my last till my Pre ORD training! woot. Blessed to be in MP command : )

What to do when nothing goes right for a quite awhile? Go left? But left isn't any better. It has came to a point where everything keeps going downwards, and the bottom keeps getting deeper and darker. I foresee this will probably go on for another 2-3 months. Dear God, please intervene and assuage everything.

All I am is Yours.

I am so blessed.

Bad things just keeps on coming and coming, must be because my left eye kept twitching.haha. I think I am just over superstition. Still trying to survive this week.

Monday was supposed to be YOG off but I received a call at 8 a.m that I've got to rush back for 24 hours duty. hmm. During guard duty, my team got turned out on a somewhat 'non- turn out' day merely because the Sgt saw us at the mess(game/rest room) resting. hmm. After that, I got shouted at for a stupid reason. hmm.

Next day after guard duty, supposed to have guard rest from 8 a.m to 10 p.m, but instead there was platoon meeting at 9. After which I found out that I have to do parade on wed, and I have to stay in. hmm. plus we got scolded by our seniors who think that we are literally f* up. The f* word used in every sentence they spoke. It made us felt like shit. When home to take no.1 for parade. Fell asleep for 3o mins and woke up with a really bad headache which made me felt like vomiting.

Today was alright. Except that we suddenly had ops(which we only knew abt it right b4 we booked out) hence reached home later than usual. Those 2 days alone was bad enough with a major lack of sleep due to guard duty. Now I have one more tmr night. Which means I can't go for class dinner. hmm.

Plus.hmm.is bad enough.

Reading is good. hmm.

Srly, I am too nice and patient. People tend to cross that line.

Passed orientation drill at 83/100.btw passing mark is 75.
Passed Induction test at 76.5/100.btw passing mark is 75.
Finally it's done..after so long.

I'll be quite busy from this sat onwards.
Sat-YOG
Mon-NDP
Tues-Guard duty during the day(on off day)
Wed-YOG
Sat-YOG opening
Following week, 2 night guard duties. Sian.

God has been good. Though it has been and is still tough, slowly, God is revealing and teaching me about things. Hope everything will get better, I don't wanna feel like this no more.

It's so hard getting through this alone : (

I have decided to go learn driving, guitar,drums and maybe take up vocal lessons. To make my 1 year plus more meaningful : )

Life is so full of crossroads, sometimes you just have to find ways to get out of the conundrum and make an informed decision

Weekends are always so short. sigh.it feels the same even when I have off tmr.
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There are just so many things to say, but I just can't bring myself out to say it : (



'Find Me'

Some things are just not as natural to me as other people. I wish I could be better,really, for the sake of the one who comes after this.0/3.