“life will be better in spring”

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JUST DOWNLOADED FULL ALBUM FOR
-GUNS AND ROSES
-AEROSMITH
-MUSE
AWESOME STUFF. WOOT.

OH AND TENTH AVENUE NORTH'S ALBUM TOO!

Have you ever thought about what's gonna happen when you are on your death bed or even after you pass away? I just did, firstly because I have a secondary friend in hospital due to an accident during PT training. He acquired head injury and is still unconscious. Secondly, when my parents fetched me back from mrt station, they told me that one of my aunties collapsed is in hospital and is going to pass on soon because there isn't any oxygen going through the brain but the heart is still beating faintly. Please pray for them even though the chances of one surviving is greater than the other, and though my auntie isn't a christian. Prayer is very powerful, so please pray for them.

So this 2 unfortunate happenings brought up a few of questions within me. For instance, why them? what can I do for them? what if that was me,you or loved ones? Are they saved? I guess at the end of the day, we can't really help it, it's out of our control. It's all in God's hand. But how do you wanna feel when you are on your death bed? Do you want to feel that you have wasted your life away and you haven't done enough? Or do you wanna feel that you have ran a good awesome race and it's time to let God do the rest? It's indubitably that we all want the latter. But are we doing it?

Honestly, I just want to be good enough to reach out to all my friends and family. I just can't bear the thought of not seeing my mom, dad, sisters and dear friends in heaven. I really can't. I hope by the time that it's my turn, I'll be able to say that I've ran a good race for God.

The purpose for this post is not to make you feel sorry or pity me because of my friend and relative on the death bed, but it's to say that life is fragile. So before it shatters, run the one and only best race for Him.

Jon commented that my blog is girly... I seconded that. But then again, the girls on the left are hot. I bet he seconded that. hahaha




This is my new electric guitar : D

ONLY 25 PIECES IN THE WORLD. ONE OF THE SEXIEST WATCHES I'VE SEEN.

Yah! I've just finished learning how to play 'Beautiful Love' by The Afters.

Gonna get my electric guitar tomorrow afternoon. Excites!

Heard this 15 year old fat boy who sang during American Idol audition, it was amazing. His tune was indubitably soulful that I was so inspired by him. I would totally vote for him if I could when he gets on big stage.

I was told of a very bad news. And I worry very very much. Wish I was there to stop it from happening...

Shooting at 300 meters sitting/proning & 200 meters kneeing positions are uber freaking to the power of 234523414 hard. How to compete in ASM???! Worst still, there is this event where we gotta do a 1km run with full vest and helmet on before we shoot. Wo de mama.

Tomorrow morning BTT trial test!! woots.

THE EARTH CAN SPIN!! LOVE THIS WATCH.



-Electric Guitar [$250-$350]
-K-Swiss running shoe [$100-$150]
-X-box [$350-$400]
-Call of Duty(Black Ops) [$69.90]
-Bicycle [$400-$700]

What an expensive list. It adds up to a total of $1670. Where am I gonna get the money from -.- That's 3 months pay. rah.

Finally manage to make everything in place. The pictures on the left are nice, cause the girls in it are hot. I feel like changing em, but I don't know how...

What am I afraid of? argh

My friend told me today that the Personal Statement is so important that it should be the best essay I have ever wrote.. and I suck at writing essays. Plus I have so little time. God, help me please. I pray that I can get the perfect essay out by Thursday, latest.

OHGOSH. SUCH A PAIN IN E ASS..RAH. BY SAT. I CAN GET IT DONE BY THEN..

As I become more committed to my faith, I find that it is an increasing difficulty keeping this 'secret' life I have behind their backs. I need to have more faith in God. I think it's about time I slowly review my faith to my family. Though I may face awkward moments or persecutions from them, but I know it is all for God. God is a good God, He means well for us in all situations. I'm just sad that I can't be open about God at home.

I've just came to a realization. Time to start over and I hope I get better at it and not make the same mistakes again.

So it's really me.

I have just decided on one solid goal for this year and that is to channel all my energy to READING, esp on the Gospel. Plus reading anything that I can find. I foresee that I will keep falling asleep while reading but I shall not give up and persist!

By the end of this year I shall be able to..:
1) Read fast
2) Understanding materials faster
3) Gain lotsa knowledge to hopefully prepare me for UNI

yah.

The film opens with a flashback to 1989 as Kevin Flynn - now the CEO of ENCOM - tells his son Sam a story about his adventures in the Grid and about how he, Tron and Clu discovered something amazing and miraculous. Sam asks about it but is told to wait for next time as Kevin leaves for work. It then cuts to a montage of events and news reports about Kevin's disappearance, which has not only jeopardized ENCOM's future, but orphaned Sam.

In the present day, the now-adult Sam breaks into the ENCOM Tower and , despite the efforts of the board - including the son of Ed Dillinger (uncredited Cillian Murphy) steals Encom's new software, releasing it online. After being chased to the top of the tower by a security guard, Sam reveals himself and attempts to freefall off the tower only for his parachute to snag on a traffic light, and he is arrested shortly after freeing himself.

Sam eventually makes bail and returns to his apartment and is met by Alan Bradley, who tells him about a page he received from his Dad's office in the arcade. Reluctantly following the tip, Sam locates a hidden doorway behind the arcade's Tron game which leads him to a secret workshop. He begins searching through his father's computer and unknowingly activites a digitizing ray which transports into the digital world. As the confused young man takes his leave and steps out onto the Grid, he is spotted by a Recognizer, and the programs within assign him to the Games.

He is taken down to the Armoury Sirens, to be clad in armour and given an Identity Disc. Upon arriving in the Disc Wars Arena he narrowly manages to survive and spends his final round battling against Rinzler, who recognizes Sam as a User after seeing him bleed. Clu, who has been watching the events, has Sam brought to his lair. As the two talk, Sam believes he is speaking to his father. However, Clu denies this and has him sent to the Lightcycle arena while a mysterious figure watches them.

Sam is teamed with several other programs in the ensuing race againt Clu and his followers, but ends up as the sole survivor of his group. He is saved from deresolution by the stranger who - while driving away in a Light Runner - introduces herself as Quorra. She takes him to a secret hideaway "off the grid" where Sam is reunited with his father. Over dinner, Kevin answers Sam's biggest question, regarding where he went all those years ago. Kevin relates how he was able to access The Grid, and brought along Tron, as well as Clu to help him create his perfect world. Kevin also reveals that the miracle he mentioned before his disappearance was the birth of ISOs - a brand new form of program created by the Grid itself. However, altercations arose when Clu felt 'imperfections' were rampant on The Grid. Clu then proceeded to take over by ambushing Kevin and Tron. Tron protected Kevin, but was derezzed in the process. Kevin then escaped into seclusion, but also was witness to Clu destroying the ISOs, as he believed they were not part of the perfect plan.

Later, Sam argues with his dad as he believes they can still make their way to the portal - which will remain open for eight Grid-world hours - and return home, but Kevin objects, citing that this is exactly what Clu would want: a prime oppurtunity to steal Kevin's Identity Disc and use the information stored inside to manipulate the portal. Kevin is also certain that it was Clu who sent the page to Alan.

Realzing that Sam is frustrated at being unable to help, Quorra tells him of a program called Zuse who could be of assistance. His mind made up, Sam takes off in Kevin's Lightcycle and keeps guards off his trail by handing the lightcycle away to another program as a distraction. Unfortunately, Clu traces the vehicle's point of origin and investigates Kevin's hideout only to find it empty.

As Sam explores the city he crosses paths with the Armoury Siren known as Gem, who offers to take him to where he needs to go. He accepts and they arrive at the End of Line Club. Gem calls on club owner Castor who reveals himself to be Zuse. However he betrays Sam to Clu and although Quorra and Kevin intervene, Quorra's arm is derezzed in the ensuing brawl, Kevin's disk is stolen as the trio escapes, and the club is ultimately bombed when Clu double-crosses Castor and Gem.

Kevin and Sam continue to argue over what to do next and decide to take a Solar Sailer to the portal. As Kevin reconstructs Quorra's arm he reveals she is in fact the last ISO. As Sam and Kevin bond with each other, Quorra reboots her system and finds out that Kevin saved her.

The trio eventually find the Rectifying Room and realize Clu is making an army by forcibly reprogramming programs to escape into the Real World to "perfect" it. As they try to find their way out, Kevin recognises Rinzler as his old friend Tron, who was not derezzed, but has lost his memories after being reprogrammed by Clu. Quorra then passes the men her disc and distracts Rinzler so that they can track down Clu. Meanwhile Clu has Kevin's disc in place and as he is revealing his grand plan to his army, he is presented with - and insulted by - Quorra. Upon recognizing her as an ISO, Clu dismisses her after mentioning he has something special in mind for her.

After the Flynns contemplate their next move, Kevin seeks transport for them to escape in while Sam makes his way up to Clu's lair and takes Kevin's disk. After a failed attempt to quiz Clu's henchman Jarvis on Quorra's whereabouts, Rinzler returns to the lair with Quorra and engages Sam once again, with Sam emerging victorious after knocking Rinzler off a ledge. Sam and Quorra use a digital wing-like parachute to make their escape and meet up with Kevin in the Light Jet hangar. Clu then finds the disk gone and derezzes Jarvis for letting them escape before he and his henchmen give chase in their own Light Jets.

Sam is sent to the turret of the jet and manages to blast everyone except Rinzler and Clu out of the sky. As he is ordered to fire at Sam, Rinzler begins to regain his memories of being Tron and turns against Clu with the battle cry "I Fight for the Users!" As the pair battle in mid-air, Clu wins and flies after the heroes once again while Tron is left sinking to the bottom of the Sea of Simulation, being restored to himself in the process and regaining his white circuit coloration.

As the trio head toward the portal, Kevin asks Quorra to do something for him. Upon reaching their destination they are confronted by Clu, who insits he was simply following the directive Kevin programmed into him: to make a perfect world. Kevin rebutts, stating that he made a mistake in doing this and apologizes to Clu for realizing too late that they couldn't perfect the Grid. However, Clu attacks him and the bridge to the portal breaks off, separating the group. Clu then tries to steal Kevin's disk but is surprised to find Quorra's disk, and chases after Sam and Quorra as they activate the portal. Just before Clu reaches them, Kevin absorbs his counterpart into himself, destroying them both and engulfing the Grid in a tremendous explosion.

Back in the real world at long last, Sam keeps the master key in the form of a microchip-shaped necklace and pages Alan, telling him he was right about everything and will take control of ENCOM with Alan as chairman. As he leaves the arcade, he finds Quorra outside and she asks what they will do now. Sam then takes her on a ride on his motorcycle, showing her the real world.

Just testing out this design..

This is the first post for 2011!!!! It's gonna be pretty long and you may find out some things you never knew about me friends.

Okay, I'll start with 2010.
Basically it's going to be about what has happened, how it has changed me and how God was to me. Last year (before this I typed this year.lol) has been full of changes and adaptation to the drastic change of environment in the army. There was culture shock when I entered BMT, there was another when I was posted to MP basic and another one when I was posted to platoon 2. 3 drastic change of environments has really been tough and took a lot out of me to adapt and sync myself to whatever army brought upon me. It has been a true test of social, interpersonal and survival skills and physical & mental abilities. While army has been army, God has provided abundantly for me and has taken good care of me. Why do I say that? I was lucky enough to be posted to MP because it's a stay out job and even more fortunate to be posted to platoon 2 where I do the most awesome job in the whole SAF. Plain clothes dudes! haha. God has blessed me with His overflowing grace because He knew what was best for me and what I personally needs to do during army. Praise Him. This is the army part.

The other major part of my life I did in 2010 is attending TCC. I've been there for 1 full year already and it has been one of the best decisions I have even made. During 09 watchnight, I promised God that 2010 will be a year that I will grow tremendously in Him and will fight for His cause. I am glad I kept to my promise especially when He brought me to serve in CH and also went through SP course to becoming a SP. What He gave me in TCC was a place where I can worship, praise and learn about our Father freely without any judgment from people. Also He gave me an extended family from AF, CHs and all the other friends and leaders I've made over the year there. From all the goodness I've received, I really wish that I was born from a Christian family so that I wouldn't need to go through judgmental opinions and mockeries which is very very awkward and uncomfortable to go through alone in a non-Christian family. If only there was some support. But I understand it's all part of the process that God has placed for me to grow.

One of the reasons why I am so passionate about Jesus because whenever I look at my life from above(birds eye view), I can't help to think that God's hand has been all over my life all the way since Primary school. I used to think that I was lucky to be in ACS(J) because there was only a few slots left, and I was the 3rd or 4th to get picked out of the whole auditorium of kids. But it was all God. I wasn't supposed to go ACJC because I didn't meet the score that my parents set for me before O's as I had DirectSchAdmittion through golf and they didn't want me to go in and suffer like a dog hence they highly recommended poly because I'm lousy(inferred). But in the car back home after results, they suddenly had a change of heart that they'll let me enter ACJC. Wow. Fast forward a bit, I got retained and totally found God in CF. Jeann brought me to church. Ever since then, I've never looked back. That was His blueprint for me all along. I just can't help to thing how awesome and wonderful it is. And this is just a gist of what God has done.

Though 2010 may seem to be all positive and wonderful for me, but it's not. I have my ups and downs especially emotionally. It can get pretty bad, and I don't say or show it unless a person really really really cares and wants to know. But only God knows and He is doing something about it.

As for year 2011, God has told me what He wants me to do for Him, again during watchnight. In everything, He wants me to surrender to Him. To let go and let Him align me to His plans/blueprints. I was a little disturbed by some unresolved issues in 2010 but He came in and told me not to take comfort in the previous year and break out into the unknown of 2011 and that things will turn around for me. I'm becoming more and more excited of what God has placed in my way : ) Praise the Lord.



On a lighter note, I have to change my blogskin and here is my tentative New Year Resolution.
1)Eat veg.like seriously.
2)6 pac by June. no kidding.
3)Get Xbox360
4)Get a bicycle
5)Read a lot more.
6)Complete a full marathon