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Death Bed
Sunday, January 30, 2011 || 12:02 AM
Have you ever thought about what's gonna happen when you are on your death bed or even after you pass away? I just did, firstly because I have a secondary friend in hospital due to an accident during PT training. He acquired head injury and is still unconscious. Secondly, when my parents fetched me back from mrt station, they told me that one of my aunties collapsed is in hospital and is going to pass on soon because there isn't any oxygen going through the brain but the heart is still beating faintly. Please pray for them even though the chances of one surviving is greater than the other, and though my auntie isn't a christian. Prayer is very powerful, so please pray for them.
So this 2 unfortunate happenings brought up a few of questions within me. For instance, why them? what can I do for them? what if that was me,you or loved ones? Are they saved? I guess at the end of the day, we can't really help it, it's out of our control. It's all in God's hand. But how do you wanna feel when you are on your death bed? Do you want to feel that you have wasted your life away and you haven't done enough? Or do you wanna feel that you have ran a good awesome race and it's time to let God do the rest? It's indubitably that we all want the latter. But are we doing it?
Honestly, I just want to be good enough to reach out to all my friends and family. I just can't bear the thought of not seeing my mom, dad, sisters and dear friends in heaven. I really can't. I hope by the time that it's my turn, I'll be able to say that I've ran a good race for God.
The purpose for this post is not to make you feel sorry or pity me because of my friend and relative on the death bed, but it's to say that life is fragile. So before it shatters, run the one and only best race for Him.
