Time changes everything, even you and I have changed
*NERDY MAMA!
Hey hey.
My parents are Hoochie Mama and Nerdy Papa, hence my name is Nerdy Mama.
I wear a pair of thick-framed black glasses, which people complain are so nineteen-fifty. And I'm seen with a book wherever I go.
I'm a science geek who wants to get into triple science class. My friends mock me for that, but of course the typical me don't give a damn.
-That's me
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The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away
I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone
Dyslexia.
It is a pain in the ass being dyslexic.
I even had trouble spelling the word 'dyslexic'.
The worst part is I bloody hell want to read like a normal person, but I can't. It takes forever for me to fully understand and to finish a book.
But I've had it since young. Kept wondering if it would have been better if my parents were not so naive to think that there was nothing wrong to me even though my primary 3 tuition teacher suspected that something was wrong because I kept daydreaming in class.
What if I had treatment earlier?
Would I have had already been more accomplished by now?
Would I be studying law/medicine now?
Sometimes I think that God placed this upon me to limit my intelligence so that I would not become an evil genius.
Of all said, I'm happy that it turned out the way it is. It has made me the person I am today through all the struggles. It is actually a gift. I just need to unlock it, and God has the key. Just waiting for him to unlock it.
A new desire to blog
Friday, April 26, 2013 || 7:51 AM
Oh man, it has been about a year since I blogged. I doubt anyone reads this blog anyway but just typing out stuff helps me with my thought process. The last I blogged here was Feb 2012. Since then so much has happened, way too much actually.
Hmm, lets just do a quick history of what happened chronologically since then...
1) I ORD-ed. Feels good. But kinda miss army days.
2) Served in church. "Why so HEART one". "More than this".
3) God called me to go full time. Scary at first. Now, just seeking directions.
4) PassionAC. So utterly blessed to be part of it. Sang in front of 300 plus people for the first time.
5) Hong Kong X 2. Phuket X 1. Love to chill.
6) Met a really wonderful girl :) Sadly, I'm not ready because I'm not even ready for God and He has other plans for me for now.
7) Found out I am dyslexic. Nothing big. I just process differently.
8) I'm studying in UK, York now. A beautiful place to study in:) All God's blessings.
9) Currently, I am so into Apologetics, which is the communication and defence of Christ.
I have came such a long way, grown so much in more ways than I could imagine. I am filled with joy as I look back at all the wonderful things that happened in my life for the past year or so. Can't help but to feel somewhat in awe of God, and wanting to give thanks.
